letter three

hello there again..
the angel from my nightmare is getting lost.
and i hope i can keep getting it out of my way.
hari ini ngga enak banget.
ke dufan pagi. gila boo, ramenya minta ampun.
kora-kora.poci2(krn plg sepih!).rumah jahil.rumah miring.ontang anting. dan terakhir ngantri extreme log, saking sumpek dan baunya orang2 gue pusing dan mual bgt. the worst feeling i ever had.
dan berbaring2 di bawah terik matahari. bagian kaki gue mateng nih!
uda kaya' suntanned kali yah? hohoho..
jadinya ga bisa ntn police academy bersama kakak tercinta.
huhuhu.. im so sorry sis..
dan untuk kedua kalinya nonton laskar pelangi.
tetep pengen nangis pas scene-si anak pesisir,whos that name? mahar ya klo ga salah. meninggalkan sekolah. ditambah lagu2 yg dinyanyiin bareng. it really really touched my heart.
and i really love school.
jadi keinget skolahan sd dulu. hi hi
nothing special, but its really a good feeling.
bunga-bunga iris-bener ga sih namanya? warna kuning kecil kaya' bunga matahari. skolahan gue dulu dikelilingi hutan. hahaha.
but its really fun. kadang kami bisa jalan2 ke bukit di belakang, ngelewatin rumah liar.
gue suka banget ngelewatin rumah-rumah liar.
kerasa 'smallness. hahaha.
all kind of details.animals.human's life.
its really sweet for me.
tiap pagi ngelewatin rumah2 kumuh, ga kumuh2 banget sih ya, di samping kampus.
it was fun for me. just to take alook at those ppl.
children playing around.
dakucing-kucing dan anjing-anjing yg lucu. hi hi
ada musholla,trus klo malem hari, ada yang jualan-jadi kaya' pasar malam mini. ho ho ho
gerobak-gerobak. ibu-ibu yang hanya sekedar duduk ngobrol santai.
and really not to bother about how they live.
they just so sweet to love together. even there's no good food, healty living. it is just a simple way to live.
i wish means:wouldnt it be nice if...
if you always make the right decision, the safe decision, the one most people make, you will always the same as everyone else.
Always wishing life was different.

p.s: gue pengen banget bisa kenalan sama orang yg bernama 'lintang dan mahar di film laskar pelangi. ops i just remember si anak pesisir's name - lintang. ho ho ho..